Temptation

Did not give in to the temptation to text a former someone to tell him that the carnival is town :)

Did give in to the temptation to drink too much red wine last night. (does mixing it with black cherry kool-aid so I can drink in front of my kids indicate an alcoholic tendency or just my hypocrisy?)

Neither of these are the thing that kept me awake until 1:30, but I am not sure what did. Perhaps the thought that we might be selling the motorcycle? Not really my bike or my decision, but I will miss it if it goes. It's the best way in the world to be alone under the pretense of being together.